Uuuuuhhhhh...

I wrote something. :)

Inner Child
Hello, little girl.
It’s been quite a while
since I last saw you
and that crooked smile.

Where did you wander off to?

Were you in hiding,
or did you get lost?
Did something scare you?
Were you double crossed?

Is it my fault you vanished?

Did I push too hard
and too far away?
If I’d listened more,
would you have stayed?

...Or did I simply forget?

Were you always there,
waiting quietly,
wanting to come home —
or to be set free?

Is it too late to forgive?

Can we start again,
another good try?
Can we still be friends,
us both: you and I?

I should’ve realised sooner.

I miss you, sweet girl;
but hey, I’m here now.
I’m sorry I failed.
Will you show me how?

Been on this great earth for over 30 years and people are still finding brand new exciting ways to misspell my name in the worst ways possible.

It's right thereee. You can just copy and paste it. D:

"It was easy," I said, forgetting about all the difficult parts in between; the walking on eggshells and wanting to help but not knowing how to.

Forgetting about all the "You're so strong"s and "I'm here for you"s; how horrible and exhausting it actually was when we were in the thick of it and almost breaking each other and ourselves.

Yeah, I forgot. Or was I lying to myself like I do when I close my eyes and pretend everything is okay when it's not?

I don't know if I can do that all again.

Listening to: Heartbeats by José Gonzáles

Hi.

It's me. :)