Wednesday 23 February 2005

Feeling: Sick
Listening to: The Ex by Billy Talent

I've been a lazy little biotch, not OJ-ing in a long time. Well, I've been busy playing the trivia on IRC. It says VodKa- 107101 on #tutong and VodKa- 2399 on #kee. And I'm still playing right now. Bweheeee. I really have nothing to do with my time. But so what?

One thing: Selamat hari kebangsaan. Hehe. Yeah, the last time for me to ever dance for National Day has come and gone. Now I have to go back to studying! Ahhhhhhh... I'm not ready for learning and I've got tests coming up. Including my piano theory exam next month. Jeeeeezus. Time goes by fast when you're having fun. Anyway, our dancing costumes made us look like we were prisoners, and we had to wear a tudong. So, it was my first time. And man, I looked strange. I made a friend though, his name is Zai. :) But he can only speak English 'little little'. And that's all I know about him. Yay for actual conversations.

Come to think of it, I'm not even sure if I have school tomorrow. I think I do though. Eek. I've got a dinner to go to, so I'll write some more next time. Just to end this entry: Me miss Prince.

Sunday 6 February 2005

Feeling: Energized
Listening to: Maybe Memories by The Used

First off, don't tell me off for not posting in nearly a month. I did try to, but the explorer mucked up everytime I wanted to post it and so, I got fed up and didn't bother typing something out until now.

But since that's done and over with, lets change topic. So we've been practicing, what the call, a 'dance' for national day. And on Thursday, we went to the padang for the first time, mixed with all the other schools. That Thursday was real hot, which made me say "Everyone's so hot today" and give a wink. Yeah. :) I'm weird. Anyway, It was real hot and we were all tired and in the end when we were supposed to get our water and food, Chung Hwa wasn't given enough water. So I didn't get any water. :( And I had to go on the last bus since everyone dashed for the early ones. Peh. When I reached school, I went to my class, ran to the canteen and got me a drink. I needed it. :P Saturday, it was even hotter, but this time they had enough water. Or, at least, I got a bottle. Yay. I didn't die of dehydration. Is that how you spell it?

Friday was my sister's buttday, we went to the Yacht club. It was fun, you could say. Azmi gave me Pokemon cards. Haha. (Azmi's my 3 year old nephew)

Sometimes I wonder who's reading this. Yeah, it makes me wonder. Could be someone or no one.

I've got clean the mess of a room I have. But all those clothes. Ick. And the tiny corner of the living room I call my 'office'. That needs tidying up too. But all those books. :P

Chinese New Year holidays coming up soon. Wehee. :)

Oh yes, I've got another bunch of rhyming sentences for you.

One Deadly Sin

Another song
Written in the wind,
For only one person to hear.
It is beautiful,
But who am I to judge
The imperfections of one's fear.

I taper off
Ashamed,
Realizing all but one truth.
That your creation
Is far better
Than anything I could uncouth.

I bring before you,
In a bundle of life,
The sight of true destruction.
Maybe not so perfect,
But oh-so-sweet
As the light of young seduction.

Captivated,
In one way unexplainable,
I watch in wonder as you work.
Growing the pain
You, unknowingly, planted in me,
The last I can do is smirk.

Promises you gave me,
Marvels you aroused,
All were just vacant hopes.
You were far too good,
Far too sainted
To untie the peircing ropes.

Bowing to you,
A delicate angel
Whom I could never repossess.
You are unflawed,
Reeking of virtuous love,
My envy for you, I confess.


So, would you have guessed? The one deadly sin is envy.