Feeling: Goofy
Listening to: Downslide by From Autumn To Ashes

Dear Reader,

Oh my fucking God. I feel all weird. I can't stop smiling, I feel like laughing all the time and I need to jump. I feel carefree. It's as if I'm rid of all those bad feelings I had all the time and you know what? I like it. I like this feeling. It's cool. I feel young. HAHAHA. It's like no matter what people do, it won't make me feel bad, it won't aggravate me. Despite the fact that earlier today, I was feeling annoyingly indescribable. Meaning, I wasn't sure how I was feeling. But now, once again, in this short life, I feel... INVINCIBLE!
in·vin·ci·ble adjective
• Incapable of being overcome or defeated; unconquerable.
Yup. That's me. :)

Today started with me waking up at 6:48 because of an upset stomach. At first, I just woke up because my sister and her boyfriend kept talking then I realized my tummy was urging me to go to the bathroom. So I did. It was torture. I couldn't stay there long cause the pain would get worse, so I did what I could and quickly went back to sleep so the pain would go away. Hahaha. Sorry I had to bring you through this traumatic experience, but that's what happens when you spend your time reading about me.

After that disturbance, I woke up again at 12:03. It was late, early, depends how you look at it. I thought "what the heck, it's the holidays" so I went back to sleep and woke up again at 2. :) Let me tell you, it feels great to know you can sleep how long you like and not feel guilty for doing so. What can I say? It's the holidays. There's no such thing as 'time' anymore. I'm living in the timeless stages of life. ;) It's great here. Let me know when you've reached the 'x' on the landing pad where the let people off.

I went out with Prince again last night. We 'hung out' with his friends, the one I met when we went to the perayaan. They didn't put their hair up in liberty spikes this time. Hehe. Before they did anything at the Mall, they went to the bathroom. Somehow, we formed a circle and Prince's friend was pointing out we've all got Converse Chuck Taylors on. That was funny. They went into every shop, and they were quite amusing. They're kind of loaded with money, so it's no wonder they can afford all their studs and et cetera. After the Mall, we went to the stadium. And that's were it got a little more entertaining. I saw Jacky there. But enough of that, I'm not really the one to say anything about last night.

I need a camera. A digital one. And band tees. Yup, band tees.

Do you believe in super human capabilities? I don't. Well, not really anyway. I had a, now, very frightening dream last night. But not one of those that makes me wake up screaming. I dreamt I was taking my exams all over again, and I didn't study for the exams so I didn't know how to do the papers. So, what do you think of it?

I think I've just run out of things to say. I started this post at 10:41PM and now it's 11:47PM. Haha. I take forever to write. Well, I'll go now. I've got better things to do than ruin my eyesight by sitting too close to the screen. Good night.

Yours for one night only,
Vodka-

Feeling: Incomplete
Listening to: Falling For You by Student Rick

Well, it's been a while since I last 'spoke' to you. And since then, my exams are finally over. Now I'm stuck with 1 month of doing nothing before I go off to New Zealand on the 4th of December. I went to the Yacht club at Serasa Beach with Farianne, Olivia, my brother, sister, her boyfriend, his brother and my mum. It was actually really fun, despite the fact that when I got home I literally collapsed on the bed, exhausted. We got to go kayaking, which was cool. So you know what that means... I've kayaked! Yeah, and I got turned into a prawn queen by Farianne, Livia and two little girls. I've got a picture in the camera, but even I didn't get to see what I looked like. Haha. One of the little girls' friends got peed on by a dog, by the way, so that wasn't a good thing. I couldn't help but keep a little giggle at the back of my mind to that.

I'm picking my brain at this poem I'm trying to write. I'll let you know about it when I'm finished. I spent the whole day catching up on the movies I missed out on due to my exams. I watched Baby Geniuses 2, Scooby Doo 2, The Girl Next Door and The Terminal. And out of the 4 movies, The Terminal was the best. Baby Geniuses and Scooby Doo, to me, was lame and pointless. I didn't like it, and basically, I just didn't like the whole story the movie projected. The Girl Next Door was alright. Was a little ameteur though, if you ask me.

Other than that, today was a total bum/slob/slack day for me. Real cool. But really worthless. Then again, it might have been a good thing to sit around at home and watch movies all day.

The highlight - it's nearly halloween! Yet, it's still not a highlight. I've really got to find something to do with my time. I don't think I'll be able to work, but if I am, that'll be great. Otherwise, I'll drown myself in anything. Just anything to do, to stop me from suffocating from the endless days of boredom. God bless my soul. Oh wait, I've got one thing to do every single day, until the 27th - to wait for my results. Yup, it's strange, isn't it? How one small moment can either make your life build up higher or crumble to dust, along with your dreams, to your feet.

Feeling: Hyper
Listening to: Save The Day by The Living End

Hello, and welcome to another entry of my boring day. :) I feel all 'punked' up right now. That's such a cool word. I'm going to stick with it. So, since I'm all 'punked' up, I'm listening to 'punk' up music. Yup, I'm finally passed that all-emo-music stage. Feels great, but you probably have no idea what I'm talking about. Awesome.

I've a continuation of my Second Trial Examination results, if you were even interested:

English, paper II - 87.5% (A1)
B Melayu, paper I - 60.5% (C6)
B Melayu, paper II - 51.5% (E8)
Chinese - 70%

Speaking of exams, you won't be seeing a lot of me online these next few days, at least until the 21st. The PMB examination has finally arrived, you see. And you know how studious I can get(secretly, I'm laughing my ass off as I type this) when exams are approaching.

I had a lot more to say before I started typing, and now I think I've been robbed of my words.

Now, I remember. I had my B Melayu, paper I & II exams yesterday, I mean, on Monday. It was alright. At least, I'm praying my results are satisfying enough to bring me up to form 4. Geography wasn't so bad as I figured out soon after recieving my paper that a lot of the questions were exactly the same as what was given to us for revision. That was major coolio. Haha. That sounds funny. :)

Yesterday, which was Tuesday, I sat for my English, paper I & II exams. Those went by smoothly. The students taking the Art II exam had to stay until 4 for their exam, and among these students was my good friend, Jasmine. Of course, Farianne and I were laughing and teasing her about the fact that we could go home at 12. Yeah, nice friends we are, right?

My sister has the 'Chicken Soup for the College Soul' book in the bathroom. Forgive me for mentioning this, but whenever I sit down to do my business, I pick it up and start reading. This makes me start thinking about university and stuff. That's a little messed up, seeing as I've only just started my PMB exams. Oh well.

Is there any one thing/person that always seems to make you sad, that you even go as to avoid any way of interacting with this thing/person? And yet, out of curiousity, you want to interact... Well, I have this problem with a website. Hahaha. Stupid, I know. But a certain website always seems to make me upset, for some reason. It's a blog, and maybe it's the way the person blogs, or the things he/she blogs about, but it just upsets me. Hahaha. Go on, point and laugh.

I've got to go now, before my fingers start to type in the address to the website and before I know it, I'll be clicking 'enter' and staring at that cursed website. Nooooo! (I vanished with a poof of smoke, if you didn't notice.)

Until next time, see you.

Feeling: Happy
Listening to: Konstantine by Something Corporate

Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. I've an announcement. I'm getting bored and I don't see the point of this blog other than for my own amusement. So that's why I've decided to keep it up. :) Because it amuses me to type and tell the world about my God awful day. The wonders of the internet.

I've gotten most of my Second Trial Exam results back. And I think I did pretty good. Considering this is 60% of my report card result. I don't feel like telling you about my First Trial, so you can just forget about that. Get in the moment, it's the time for Second Trial. First Trial is so passe. Hahaha. Anyway, here's the lineup of what I got, according to results(yes, I'm in that much of a good mood to arrange it for you. How nice of me.):


Commercial studies - 85% (A1)
Geography - 84% (A2)
Intergrated Science - 81% (A2)
History - 81% (A2)
Computer studies - 66.5% (B4)
Mathematics, paper I - 66% (B4)
English, paper II - 72.22% (B3)

You notice how my English kind of sucks? :) Yeah, that's the only thing I didn't work on and that has dropped. Just wait till I get my paper I back, I just have this haunting feeling that I did so fucking bad in it(I wasted my time thinking of what to write about. I had a story, wrote it out then decided it was a bad idea. So I scribbled it all out and started a story that has very little common sense, about a girl who wanted to be a ballerina. She joined a competition and lost, so she fell into a deep depression and nearly died because of an overdose. In the end, she's thankful for the nurse in the hospital who helped her realize failure doesn't mean you have to stop, it just means you should try harder. So she dances again and in the end, she's a famous ballerina. Lame, I told you. It's a bit extreme, the way she wanted to take her life because she lost a competition. But I was running out of ideas!). Those alphanumeric things in brackets behind the percentage are what it would be in PMB. I'm not even sure if 66% is B4, but I just felt like looking like I'm that smart.

I went to Commercial studies extra class, which I only went to because Ah Yang said he'd teach me maths(he got 91% for paper I), which he didn't, with Jasmine this morning. And a funny thing happened. After class, we were walking to the canteen and a little boy, whome neither of us have seen before, hit Jasmine's arm, she turned to look at him and said "yes?". The boy smiled and whispered "sexy". Then he ran away, probably shocked as much as we were. Jasmine and I stared at each other for a while, then I started laughing. The weird things children do.

That incident reminded me of that time I was walking with Farianne and a little boy, again, whom neither of us had seen before, ran in front of us. He looked at us and screamed, then ran away. Like I said, the weird things children do.

I'm happy today, which is really cool. I managed to study my Form 1 history today, which is so awesome. I have that smug feeling you get when you're satisfied. Memories keep flashing across my mind. And for once, they're not sad memories, they're memories that make me laugh so hard I couldn't breathe. I just love that feeling. It's nice, don't you think?

I was at the dinner table with my brother and sister, and we were laughing about this embarassing thing my brother did, which he'd probably kill me for if I typed it out here, so I won't. Here's the conversation between my brother and sister:

SISTER: Why are you laughing? You're supposed to be embarrassed.
BROTHER: Where?
SISTER: You're supposed to be embarrassed.
BROTHER: Huh?
SISTER: Embarrassed.
BROTHER: What's that?
(My sister and I look at each other and start laughing.)
ME: Embarassed.
BROTHER: I thought she said "in Paris".

Then we all started laughing after that. It's not that funny when I read what I just typed, I think it was one of those 'you have to be there to get why it's funny' kind of things. Anyway, it made me laugh, that's all I care about.

It's getting kind of late and I have to wake up tomorrow. I've got nothing left to do. Sure, I feel like I've got lots more to type, but my fingers don't move that fast so it's gonna have to wait. I forgot to appologize in the first paragraph for my absense in the blog. :) You know how much I hate blogs.

Oh yeah, my brother's PSR is on Monday, and I don't think he's ready. I trust he'll do his best though. Despite his tendancy to be careless, try to be the first to finish the paper, write in, what seems like, Jawi handwriting and to take up too much space for the working in Maths. Good luck to him. 11 more days till PMB and I've got lots more information to get into my puny head. Wish me luck. I might have to cram in the end. I think... I'm going to bed.